I fuck with the beginning of this beat heavy. Atonal source sounds and a lot of silence keeps a listener waiting for the next sound to occur, and when the payoff hits it's so heart-breakingly soft and vulnerable that the suspense is replaced with an intimate sinking feeling that washes over you. Like getting your hopes up that someone will change, praying for it, and when they let you down like you knew they would, the collapse into sadness is devastating and hushed. Well done.